Shy Sissy

 

  For a long time my wife has not been feeling that great. er health is OK, but she just has not been in the mood to play. Lately however she has begun to feel better and I am so hoping that as she continues to feel better we can get back to playing.The sissy within so misses her bossy mommy. 

It's very hard for me to ask for what I obviously deeply need. My inner sissy never goes away it is a part of who I am that I can not deny. But it is so hard to ask to play and my inner sissy is so very shy.

My hope is that my darling wife will feel better enough to want to play with my sissy again.

The most difficult part is beginning the game. Some times when she mentions something I push back and we don't move forward. I truly regret this. 

We have in the past played with her girlfriend and she is quite bossy. She easily sees through my initial reticence, so we move forward and I would acquiesce because I do love to surrender. Truthfully the sissy within is begging to be conquered. 

I need help pushing through, my inner sissy is begging for help. I have always used this blog to speak my true shy inner sissy mind,